hallelujah.

[aravelle]

 I'm starting to feel like there's less and less of me under my skin, and more of him. It makes this skin feel useless, I want to unleash his radiance, it is too great in me, I don't understand how I'm worthy, why he chose me, why he held out for centuries for me. I don't understand, but I love him, he feel like heroin, he feels the core of fire and the deepest of ocean waters. How am I supposed to act and pretend to be normal, how am I supposed to live with this blessing under my skin?