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 I miss him. This sucks so much. It has been barely 2 days and I feel like I'm going to wither away. I just can't get enough of him, I kiss him and kiss him and kiss him and wrap our energies together like serpents intertwined but it isn't enough. And I don't think it ever will be.  That's what I get for admitting I was in love with him. That I have been all along.

hallelujah.

 I'm starting to feel like there's less and less of me under my skin, and more of him. It makes this skin feel useless, I want to unleash his radiance, it is too great in me, I don't understand how I'm worthy, why he chose me, why he held out for centuries for me. I don't understand, but I love him, he feel like heroin, he feels the core of fire and the deepest of ocean waters. How am I supposed to act and pretend to be normal, how am I supposed to live with this blessing under my skin?