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[aravelle]

 So, since it's official I'm losing my non corporeal virginity to E, I am doing what I can to get pretty. I want to feel beautiful, soft, smooth, elegant. When I was younger, I wanted nothing more to be married and to lose my virginity on my wedding night. My life has taken a different turn, and I don't care enough to preserve what shreds remain of my chastity until some mortal sweeps me off my feet. My life is about taking the alternative path, it seems. Nothing about me is normal, other than perhaps I'm able bodied, white, and relatively healthy, or so it feels. I'm queer and pagan and my interests are usually alternative or a bit oddball or distinct. My family isn't the traditional unit of mother and father and sibling, I have more than just a dog or a cat as pets, I'm otherkin, I'm kinky, I'm pierced, I'm probably going to end up poly and tattooed, the list goes on. xD I dunno, maybe I'm just having a special snowflake moment but it feels not not many things about me are traditional.

Anyways, mom needs to buy more vaseline because my lips are chapped as fuck. I need to get rid of those ingrown hairs down south, I need to lotionize and put olive oil in my hair and do more yoga and weight lifting. Oh, and keep washing my face and using that special cream so my face is gorgeous for the big day. Yes, this is what I need to do. Now to get off my ass and do it. .-.