stain.

[aravelle]

 I'm not sure if I feel like I'm dying, or that I wish I was. I feel it -whatever it is- festering inside of me. I just have to wait until the 30th, no hurting myself, no anything drastic. I can't let myself freeze like this. Even if I feel like no one else loves me, he does. And I gotta live for that wedding. I gotta be happy.