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 I need to get back into therapy. I'm the biggest fucking pussy in the world and everyone knows it. Yet I should stay. I know that. I don't want to sometimes, sometimes I hurt so much, but I need to stay. I'm sorry.

jackal.

 I need to focus on sex and my sex life more. The chemicals released from it all seriously help me when I'm down, and it is just a worthwhile thing... and of course, it's something that'd disgust my other. Sex and the occult. Wheeee.